Good Friday; it's difficult to see what is "good" about it. According to the Bible, it is the day the son of God was flogged, ordered to carry the cross on which he would be crucified and then put to death.
This is where the BBC comes in handy.
I wait patiently, with no urgency. I have been granted all the time there is. I do not try to make anything of what I see. I hold no expectation or assumption that I know anything at all.